This episode if you watch it will make you cry a lot...In this episode the residents are called to a ferry boat crash and i mean a huge ferry boat crash. Everyone is helping and it is a very chaotic scene. Meredith and everyone else are helping as many people as they can, when all of a sudden Meredith turns around and sees a little girl behind her. She decides to take the girl wherever she goes, this little girl will not speak a single word. Meredith goes over to the side of the pier where she sees a man injured she kneels down to help him. This man insists that he is ok and he is pushing trying to get free from Meredith’s arms when all of a sudden he pushes and she trips and falls into the water. This is when you become a train wreck and cannot stop crying. This little girl see's that Meredith is in the water so she goes to look for help. Miraculously she asks Dereck Shepard for help. Coincidently Dereck found Meredith in her bathtub and he thought she was trying to drown herself but she really was not. Now this, so Dereck goes into the water to look for her he gets her and pulls her out of the water and they rush her to the hospital. She is fighting for her life at this point and most of this episode is Meredith in "heaven" she sees all the dead people like her mom Denny and everyone else. Meredith is trying to convince herself that she shouldn’t go back that she should just die. When everyone else is telling her to just go back she has a life. After manty hours of convincing she decides that it is only right to go back. I still do not think she was actually trying to kill herself. Later when Dereck confronts her she says that she just stopped trying to fight which is true. That’s it for this week’s blog I hoped you enjoyed it!!!